Thursday, October 26, 2006

same page sally's.

It is refreshing when you find out that two other people, relatively close in your age bracket with the same amount of common sense and experience, also dropped their goal setting and accomplishing attitude for a while, post school.

I thought I was the only one. I thought I was the black sheep of the post undergraduate accomplices, who didnt want a big girl job or wanted to travel or wanted to really do anything. It was starting to become a rather large fear of mine. But I realized that sitting in this position and for the first time in my life not really making ANYTHING happen, staying stagnant, felt okay for the time being. so, if I was happy and wasn't furiously searching for the next big step, then who cares if it isn't the norm?

Turns out, a lot of you feel this way too. In fact, two of you work with me and needed a half bottle of wine to get the courage to share it at dinner. YOU both have goals that took the back burner..you are just trying to realign yourself after a grueling four years in Toronto, the Yukon (who the fuck goes to school in the yukon I ask her?) and Laurier.

"Okay, so YOU also are finding yourself without a plan and no real desire to accomplish anything substantial?" - me.

"Umm yeah, its kind of like I was so moved for so long and now I am just not moved (wha???) and I want to have some sex with donkeys and also dri- (blelch. cough..slight throw up in mouth.) Driiinnkkkkkk, motha fuckers!" - my suppose-ed same page friend, jess.

I think we all know what she meant. She wants to take it easy for a bit. Collect her thoughts and ruin her liver in the process.

I finally decided in that moment that there is definately nothing wrong with my new decision. Edgework theatre company, here I come.

2 Comments:

Blogger lauraface said...

uhh... scutt...

edgework theatre company??... is this going to be like the time you tried to change your name to Kari? ... are you going to be
"actress scutt"??... eep.

(no pornos.)

7:29 AM  
Blogger PS said...

its a surprise!...

and it will involve no acting on my part.

1:34 AM  

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